It is so much easier to say "Lord I love you and trust in you" when there is light on the road ahead... but it is a different experience and there is much greater joy and strength when you say "Lord I trust you" in pitch darkenss.
So much easier to sing "Great indeed are your works O Lord now and ever more", when one can see the hand of the Lord behind the works. It pains and kills you when you have to say that when all you can see and hear is your own voice screaming in your head - "God, why have you forsaken me?" As painfull as it is right now, I still choose to say, "Lord, I trust you. I still believe that you have a plan for me, plans for my prosperity and not for my disaster, plans to give me a future and a hope."
What is faith, if it is not to believe in what we cannot see and be assured of things that are not there... faith is to say "Lord, I do not wish to know your plans for me, but let me just sit in your arms, for I know there I am safe and happy. Lead me, take me wherever you wish to lead me. I no longer question, but surrender to your perfect Will. Lord I trust in you."
Monday, January 10, 2011
Little Flower's prayer
May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities
that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be confident knowing you are a child of
God. Let this presence settle into your bones,
and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance,
praise and love.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities
that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be confident knowing you are a child of
God. Let this presence settle into your bones,
and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance,
praise and love.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
To 'seek' and to save what was lost
Why did the Son of man come to ‘seek’ and save the lost? (Luke 19:10) And why does he encourage us to keep ’seeking’ His Kingdom?
My logic tells me that this is yet another expression of Christ’s love for me. The same expression of which I must show to those who are being lost around me – a mere extrapolation of God’s love for me - because I must love as Christ teaches me to love. And this, therefore, is the purpose of my existence – to be found seeking His Kingdom at all times, even when He returns at an unexpected hour (Luke 12:40) and to keep seeking those who are lost and thus “help them towards a full reception of Christ” (Decree on the Church’s Missionary Activity, 15)
This was Christ’s mission on earth and we, in accepting this divine mandate, are merely doing our duty. “So for you. When you have done all that you have been told to do, you must say: We are no more than servants, we have only done our duty” (Luke 17:10). Surely, there are different ways in which one can go ‘seeking’ for the lost. And truly there isn’t one single way which is most correct or more profitable than the rest. But I feel what is required from us is that we continue seeking. I guess that’s what counts – our efforts to continue going out to give. The necessity is laid upon us, Christians, who are by default – “missionaries”, to find ways and means to give the good news to those who haven’t heard it yet. It is a mandate that the Church readily accepts as her own, for “she exists to evangelise” (EN 14). In fact as Pope John Paul II said “multitudes have the right to know the riches of the mystery of Christ” (RM 8) and as the Vat. II says “...the Church, nevertheless, still has the obligation and the sacred right to evangelise” (Decree on Church’s Missionary Activity, 7).
My logic tells me that this is yet another expression of Christ’s love for me. The same expression of which I must show to those who are being lost around me – a mere extrapolation of God’s love for me - because I must love as Christ teaches me to love. And this, therefore, is the purpose of my existence – to be found seeking His Kingdom at all times, even when He returns at an unexpected hour (Luke 12:40) and to keep seeking those who are lost and thus “help them towards a full reception of Christ” (Decree on the Church’s Missionary Activity, 15)
This was Christ’s mission on earth and we, in accepting this divine mandate, are merely doing our duty. “So for you. When you have done all that you have been told to do, you must say: We are no more than servants, we have only done our duty” (Luke 17:10). Surely, there are different ways in which one can go ‘seeking’ for the lost. And truly there isn’t one single way which is most correct or more profitable than the rest. But I feel what is required from us is that we continue seeking. I guess that’s what counts – our efforts to continue going out to give. The necessity is laid upon us, Christians, who are by default – “missionaries”, to find ways and means to give the good news to those who haven’t heard it yet. It is a mandate that the Church readily accepts as her own, for “she exists to evangelise” (EN 14). In fact as Pope John Paul II said “multitudes have the right to know the riches of the mystery of Christ” (RM 8) and as the Vat. II says “...the Church, nevertheless, still has the obligation and the sacred right to evangelise” (Decree on Church’s Missionary Activity, 7).
So it is that they have the right to know this good news and reach the fullness of Christ and we have the right to give it. So what’s stopping us? Is it our resources – time, money, talents? Living a deeper Christian life, for me, would mean to give my time, money and talents more fully to ‘seeking’ His Kingdom and continuing Christ’s mission on earth. It is certainly a painful affair to go out and search for the lost. But the good news is that we don’t have to do it all alone. The mission, as I understood from the teaching of a Bible scholar, is to bring Christ to the people, as opposed to bringing people to Christ. Our job is to complement the action of the Holy Spirit and bring the knowledge of Christ (both head and heart level) to the people. I am glad that I belong to a Church that provides me with every opportunity to partake and collaborate in this divine mandate :).
Friday, December 3, 2010
que sera sera, what will my future be...?
I saw a funny thing on Facebook today... somebody subsrcibed to 'Message from God' application. Evidently that person wants to know what message God has for her today. And then immediately after that, the same person "... called the Anita the online psychic to know her future." That's what I call "do nao pe pair rakhna", meaning-putting your feet in two boats.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I've been thinking....
If it is sainthood that I want, then what are the options that I have? I mean how can I attain that crown of Glory that has been reserved for me?
If I say to myself - " I love my God. I love him more than anything/anyone in this world. I love him so much that I can spend hours in inner union with him, even attains levels of mystical union with him that few saints were able to achieve. I love my neighbour too - I am kind and helpful etc." Is that enough? I mean, will this suffice if my Master were to return today, right now?
If I say to myself - " I love my God. I love him more than anything/anyone in this world. I love him so much that I can spend hours in inner union with him, even attains levels of mystical union with him that few saints were able to achieve. I love my neighbour too - I am kind and helpful etc." Is that enough? I mean, will this suffice if my Master were to return today, right now?
Saturday, November 27, 2010
It takes courage to answer a call...
I've been wondering what it takes to say Yes to God. I wonder what Mother Mary would have gone through when she said yes. Did she realize what she was saying yes to?
All of us at some point in our life stand at that juncture where we have to make a choice, say no to our own plans and say yes to a greater call. Its good to reflect using our dear Mother as an example. I think she had absolutely no clue about the magnanimity of the task at hand when she said that Yes. (Luke 1:38) She probably only knew what angel Gabriel told her - that God had chosen her to bear a son who would save the world. She was also told by Simeon that a sword would pierce her heart (Luke 2:35)... That's it. Then there was a life long silence from God's side. I am quite sure she never had the blueprint of her life with her when she began her journey. Step by step she realized God's plan and the purpose of her call.. treasuring all these things in her heart(Luke 2:51).
I believe that's what happens to us as well, as we prepare ourselves to say Yes to God. We may never know how huge the task is and we might often question God - Why me? But like Mother Mary, let's learn to silently let God work. And step by step, little by little the blueprint becomes clearer and life begins to make more sense.
I pray today for the grace to accept God's plan and purpose and the willingness to say Yes everyday to a greater call.
All of us at some point in our life stand at that juncture where we have to make a choice, say no to our own plans and say yes to a greater call. Its good to reflect using our dear Mother as an example. I think she had absolutely no clue about the magnanimity of the task at hand when she said that Yes. (Luke 1:38) She probably only knew what angel Gabriel told her - that God had chosen her to bear a son who would save the world. She was also told by Simeon that a sword would pierce her heart (Luke 2:35)... That's it. Then there was a life long silence from God's side. I am quite sure she never had the blueprint of her life with her when she began her journey. Step by step she realized God's plan and the purpose of her call.. treasuring all these things in her heart(Luke 2:51).
I believe that's what happens to us as well, as we prepare ourselves to say Yes to God. We may never know how huge the task is and we might often question God - Why me? But like Mother Mary, let's learn to silently let God work. And step by step, little by little the blueprint becomes clearer and life begins to make more sense.
I pray today for the grace to accept God's plan and purpose and the willingness to say Yes everyday to a greater call.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
"Seeking the Kingdom"
What will I eat? How will I pay the bills? How will I have a happy marriage? How will I have a successful career? Everyone seems to be preoccupied with these kinds of concerns. These anxieties are all around us. Unconsciously we all have these (or similar) questions running through our heads, even as we are actively involved with our ministries. Do these thoughts trouble us? Let’s read further and understand a higher purpose, a greater calling and maybe even discover a call within a call!When faced with these very concerns of the disciples, Jesus calmed them by giving them a higher purpose. He told them not to worry about their needs in this world, but to instead seek God’s kingdom, having the promise that their heavenly Father would then also meet all those needs: “…do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or‘What shall we drink’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the Gentiles seek all these things; and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But and his righteousness, and all these things shall be yours as well” (Matt 6:31-33, RSV)But what does it exactly mean to “seek first his kingdom”? For that, let’s try and understand what Jesus meant by “his kingdom”. I'd like to summarise my understanding of The Kingdom of God as the following:
-- God’s active rule over his creation which includes his victory over Satan. God does not complete his display of authority until Jesus returns in judgment, when he will start the new world order
-- Enjoyment of God’s rule. I.e. Enjoying life in all its fullness (Jn 10:10) and righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit (Rom 14:17). This salvation includes gifts enjoyed in this life, such as physical healing (Mk 5:34), temporary resurrection (Mt 11:4-5), deliverance from demonic possession (Lk 8:36), forgiveness of sins (Mk 1:4; 2:10; Lk 7:48), and righteousness (Mt 6:33)
-- Enjoying the free gift of salvation by that reign, not only in this present age but more importantly in the age to come. This means inheriting eternal life promised through the death and resurrection of Jesus.
Now that we know what “his kingdom” refers to, let’s try and understand what it means to “seek” this kingdom. In order for us to seek something it is necessary for us to place value in that thing. In events like the Olympics there are young high school students, college students, and parents who take much time out of their schedules because they value the prize of being the best. They seek the gold medal. But what do you seek? What do you value enough in your life that you are willing to sacrifice other things in order to achieve that? There may be several things that fit into that category for all of us. But Jesus shows us that there is something that must rise far above all else in our hearts. He shows us what must be at the very top of our list. To seek first means to value something far above all else in this life.
-- Trusting in God who is both Father and King of his people, we must stop worrying about things we would need on earth – which our Father already knows we need them and instead focus our energies on seeking God’s kingdom
-- Being always preoccupied with matters of the kingdom. I.e. giving all it takes to let “his kingdom” take form and shape – in us and through us.
->‘In us’ would mean constantly trying to achieve the next level of spirituality in our journey to sainthood
->And ‘through us’ would mean being compelled by God’s love (2 Cor 5:14) and filled by this love striving to let God’s reign be established in our families, work, social networks etc
-- Like the parables of the treasure and the pearl in Mt 13:44-48, “…sells everything he has in order to buy that field”. This means, once we have known what Kingdom of God is and once we have experienced/tasted the goodness of the Lord and his kingdom, giving up all one possesses in order to make the Kingdom our own. Imagine this - YOU have found THAT hidden treasure, THAT rare pearl of exceptional quality. Go sell all that you have and buy it – it’s yours!
-- Being ready for the unexpected time of the Master’s return (Lk 12:38) I.e. be found seeking the kingdom when the Son of Man comes:
->By being available for the kingdom activities. It is those who are found seeking the kingdom who will inherit what God has prepared for his children
->By investing time in kingdom activities, making safe investments with God. For where your investments are, there will your heart be also (Lk 12:34).
Seeking the Kingdom” is not an isolated action, but a way of life for Jesus’ disciples.
*this is a compilation and content not entirely mine
-- God’s active rule over his creation which includes his victory over Satan. God does not complete his display of authority until Jesus returns in judgment, when he will start the new world order
-- Enjoyment of God’s rule. I.e. Enjoying life in all its fullness (Jn 10:10) and righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit (Rom 14:17). This salvation includes gifts enjoyed in this life, such as physical healing (Mk 5:34), temporary resurrection (Mt 11:4-5), deliverance from demonic possession (Lk 8:36), forgiveness of sins (Mk 1:4; 2:10; Lk 7:48), and righteousness (Mt 6:33)
-- Enjoying the free gift of salvation by that reign, not only in this present age but more importantly in the age to come. This means inheriting eternal life promised through the death and resurrection of Jesus.
Now that we know what “his kingdom” refers to, let’s try and understand what it means to “seek” this kingdom. In order for us to seek something it is necessary for us to place value in that thing. In events like the Olympics there are young high school students, college students, and parents who take much time out of their schedules because they value the prize of being the best. They seek the gold medal. But what do you seek? What do you value enough in your life that you are willing to sacrifice other things in order to achieve that? There may be several things that fit into that category for all of us. But Jesus shows us that there is something that must rise far above all else in our hearts. He shows us what must be at the very top of our list. To seek first means to value something far above all else in this life.
-- Trusting in God who is both Father and King of his people, we must stop worrying about things we would need on earth – which our Father already knows we need them and instead focus our energies on seeking God’s kingdom
-- Being always preoccupied with matters of the kingdom. I.e. giving all it takes to let “his kingdom” take form and shape – in us and through us.
->‘In us’ would mean constantly trying to achieve the next level of spirituality in our journey to sainthood
->And ‘through us’ would mean being compelled by God’s love (2 Cor 5:14) and filled by this love striving to let God’s reign be established in our families, work, social networks etc
-- Like the parables of the treasure and the pearl in Mt 13:44-48, “…sells everything he has in order to buy that field”. This means, once we have known what Kingdom of God is and once we have experienced/tasted the goodness of the Lord and his kingdom, giving up all one possesses in order to make the Kingdom our own. Imagine this - YOU have found THAT hidden treasure, THAT rare pearl of exceptional quality. Go sell all that you have and buy it – it’s yours!
-- Being ready for the unexpected time of the Master’s return (Lk 12:38) I.e. be found seeking the kingdom when the Son of Man comes:
->By being available for the kingdom activities. It is those who are found seeking the kingdom who will inherit what God has prepared for his children
->By investing time in kingdom activities, making safe investments with God. For where your investments are, there will your heart be also (Lk 12:34).
Seeking the Kingdom” is not an isolated action, but a way of life for Jesus’ disciples.
*this is a compilation and content not entirely mine
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